Date: 2007-02-21 19:38 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Hmm...  I picked up a few books from the Library yesterday, and I'm sort of curious...

Joe, I know you're a dork, so don't try to hide it.

I'm reading a book called "Dissolution."  Don't try to hide it, I know you've read it because I distinctly remember taking it away from you on more than one occasion in Band.  So, how did you like this book?  I'm about fifty pages in, and slightly confused.  That is, until I read that the publisher was "Wizards Of The Coast," and then something clicked, and I was like, "OH, waits, that does be the same company who does Dungeons and Dragons."

So I was talking to my mom about D&D (I think we non-playing people are allowed to abbrieviate it like this, yes?), and then... well.  I told her about the time you were going to teach me how to play it, and how my foster parents thought it was from the devil and stuff....    SO I kind of do want to learn how to play still, but nobody is around to teach me, and even if I do learn, I'm not sure anyone would play it with me.  That's sad, huh?  One of the troubles of living in St. Helen, Michigan, I suppose.

ANYWAYS, what I'm looking for is a list of good sources and teaching guides or something.  :D  I see the D&D guides every time I go to Barnes and Nobles, and wonder if I should crack one open and start reading it and-

Hey, I ramble a lot.  Sorry about that.  But I need basics, and some reviews, and I'm too lazy to look through 20+ reviews on Amazon.com on a thousand books.  :D  Sorry to spam my LJ with random rambling like this. 

I still don't have a good layout idea.

I start scratchboard tomorrow, as I finally finished my sketch.  :D Yay.

I actually have a paper I should be writing.  Don't tell.

Date: 2007-02-18 20:13 Subject: NEW LJ. Security: Public

I really wanted a new livejournal where I wouldn't be known by a stupid hyphen in the middle of a name that makes no sense because I made it up at like two AM.

Welcome to Kiriux. I'd have taken the name Kiriu, but it's already being used, and not by me.

I'll work on a new layout all day tomorrow in school while I'm supposed to be doing other things. And I'm working on some stories that I might post here, and I might not. :D Consider powder_tears no longer used.

I love my Sims, and I want to play them now.

So here I am, and there I go.

Date: 2007-02-16 18:13 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Nothing much has happened.

I'm loving to play TS2, but I've sort of lost myself again.

Hmmf. Heather is at a basketball game, and Jordan is at Flynn's.

Next week, my mother is getting me a new CD.

Soon, the new Sims expansion comes out.

I wish I could make CustomContent for the Sims, but I'm sucky at this.

Hm. I got today off, and for some reason, I keep thinking I have to go to school tomorrow. Weird.

I'm starting a scratch-board project in Art on Friday, and in order to do so, I need a good screenshot of Rose, my favorite Sim.

I'm writing a new story on FF.N, called "The Last Gate To Oblivion." And I really want to finish it. SO I'm off to write more.

;o;

Date: 2007-02-11 21:12 Subject: TS2: S Security: Public Location: HOME!!!! Mood: bouncy Music: Tristan - Patrick Wolf

The Sims 2: Seasons comes out on the 28th of this month. I wanted it when we got Pets, and I saw the little insert [though, my parents ought to know by now that I'll buy ANY and ALL Sims 2 expansions...] and started freaking out about it. Now, a few weeks before the release, I'm checking the website and fucking freaking out.

SIX new careers; MUSIC, JOURNALISM, TEACHING, eh, who fucking cares about the rest? Victoria [my new Legacy Challenge Sim] will be so fucking pleased when she realizes that she can actually be a reporter!!!!!!!

New hairstyles and items are a must, but ALSO, a new clothing category, called "Outdoor" wear.

And your Sims die if you leave them in the snow [winter] too long, or in the sun [summmer] too long. AND they get sunburned!

"Other fun additions are 6 new Sim careers, the ability to set a unique hairstyle for each outfit type, and leftovers! Never will your Sim waste food again! :)"

Seasons affect moods, we get greenhouses, get to go FISHING, and ICE SKATING, and make snow angels and snow men, and rake leaves, and...

Point being, I want this game.

And Patrick Wolf's third album "The Magic Position" comes out very, very soon to this.

I'm asking my mom to get me "Wind in the Wires" and then I want this one too.

I guess I have to start doing dishes and things more often.

N-i-n-t-e-n-d-o-gs.

Date: 2007-02-10 19:05 Subject: My name is Tristan, and I am alliiiiive Security: Public Location: HOME! :D Mood: relaxed Music: Tristan - Patrick Wolf

So, basically, I went to the Orthodontists yesterday, and they said that my Wisdom teeth holes were healing up good. Then they made my teeth hurt with rubber bands and wires and stuff. Fun. :D Heather had to get braces too, though, so I am laughing at her misfortune. Right after I take some aspirin. (o_o);; I feel like a drug addict having to take painkillers every couple of hours.

( Cut For Rambling )
So after we went to the Orthodontists on Friday, we went to the Mall, and I wandered around looking at stuff. I found a neat new "taroty" deck, called The Chakra Deck, and it looked cool, but I wasn't sure that I wanted it that badly. So I looked in the art section, was bored out of my mind, and then decided to check the CD section of Barnes and Nobles.

I used those little "listening stations" they have there to "preview" FOB's new album, "Infinity On High." I wasn't impressed, at all. Quite frankly, it seems to me like the boys have gone away from being melodic and musical and gone more into being "hardcore" and ugly. Ugchk. [And YES, that is a word, damn it.]

So then I used the "search" feature to look of Patrick Wolf, who the people who write Deception Pass are completely in love with. So I listened to ONE song, titled "Tristan" [and there's a character in DP called Tristan... :D] and fell in love with it, too. So I went home and downloaded the song, and when my mom goes to a big town again, I'll have her pick me up one of Patrick Wolf's cd's. Wow. :D

Oh, and walking past the "SEX" section of Barnes and Nobles, I found a book titled, in very bold, hot red letters, gigantic print, "SUPER HOT SEX."

I was like, "thanks. I totally needed to see that."

In other news, the 3-6-0 died, and Mom isn't sure if she should get it fixed for 250 dollars, or just buy another one for whatever 250 plus eighty dollars is. She's worried it would take too long to send it in to the company to get it fixed.

OH, OH! And I got my class ring in the mail FINALLY! :D I'm so excited. It's very, very, pretty.

And I guess that's all, except that I have a CHALLENGE for all of you who have music with a "shuffle" feature.

Use shuffle to pick ten random songs. Write down the title, the artist, and the time. Listen to the songs, and write a story about whatever comes to your head while listening to them. The TIME is important, because when you take out the ":" you should have at least that many words in that "chapter."

I'll try this later. Right now, I'm off to Fanfiction.net to write a new Oblivion Fic. I guess I'll shamelessly plug myself, and say to check it out. Name's "Kiriu" there.

Oh, and the "Beer Song" is the most hilarious thing EVER.
Jason, one of Jordan's friends, sent me the lyrics on Gaia, and it was suuuuper.

Jordan has about fiftythousandandfive friends over right now. I wish they'd go away.

Brian comes up to me today and goes, "You're missing a sock."
And I'm like, "No shit, sherlock."

YAAAY!

( Lyricks To Tristan )

Date: 2007-01-24 21:35 Subject: Hey, Life Security: Public

So I finished reading Episode One of Season Two of Deception Pass. Quite possibly the BEST story ever written. No joke. I absolutely love the characters and the plot, and I feel so involved. Oh, and don't forget that the Sims in said story are so BEAUTIFUL. ;o; And all made BY Akiea_guinea [I could be spelling that wrong...] which makes me so jealous.

Anyways, check it out at Deception-pass.com or deception-pass.livejournal.com. You know you want to. I expect all of you to read at least the first chapter. Quiz tomorrow. You know you waaaaanaaa.

Today was okay. Tomorrow will be better. Is Wednesday? Or Thursday? I'm so lot. No matter, I have to write a report on Michaelangelo still, and I hate it. Mr. Beyer is a prickly pricky prick. And now my entire family is in Art. Jordan and Heather and Meh. Jordan isn't that good [HEY, that wasn't nice...], but he likes it, so we're supporting him. Yeah. :D And I hate Speech class. And Tech Writing. And just about everything else.

I really, really want to play the Sims, but it's an hour to bed, and I'll probably take that long to LOAD my game and wonderful Simmies. Oh, how I dost loveth thee.

I went through my random screenies of Sim moments. My two favorites have to be Justin Timberlake [Courtesy of ModTheSims2.Com] dying. And a group of random Sims standing around him crying. xD After that, though I turned him into a Zombie [I'm pissed that I didn't take any pictures of that...] and he hobbled around drooling. It was fucking AWESOME.

My second favorite screenshot is of a dog that I have on my Self!Sim's lot licking up a puddle of water from a water balloon fight. xD it's freaking weird. I don't think I could have planned it if I'd want to.

I think that about wraps it up. Buuuut tomorrow is supposed to be a better day. I think. Maybe. I keep hoping. Perhaps.

I got a new book today, called "Crusader." Unfortunately, it has NOTHING to do with the Crusader or anything even slightly midievel. It's about a girl whose mom died, but they didn't know she was murdered, and the girl wants to be a reporter but her teacher things she's no good, and her dad and uncle run a virtual video game arcade. Yeah. I'm ninety pages in and that's all I've got to say.

Criminal minds is on now.

So is YOUR MOM.

Date: 2007-01-21 12:13 Subject: ONBS; OH NO, BULL SHIT News Security: Public Mood: cheerful Music: Pokemon XD: Gale Of Darkness

So, my Dad rented Pokemon XD: Gale Of Darkness [Hah, and when you abbreviate it, it becomes PXD: GOD] and I'm playing it on our Wii. Did I already mention we have a Wii? I think not. But it's the coolest thing *ever*. Even lazy ass Americans like me enjoy it. :D Thanks, Japan, we know we're fat. Now, exercising is FUN! [Although, Heather looks like she's about to beat the shit out of someone when she bowls...]

But here I am, playing Pokemon XD, and all I can think to do is SMILE like a madwoman. It's the first Pokemon game to ever have a related sequel, and it's the sequel to Pokemon Collesium. To get things all situated for my non-Pokemon playing friends, Collesium is basically a game where you, a strange ass teenager with a line on his face, is [was] part of an evil organization. You stole the magic "Snatch Machine" from your team, then quit. You rescue the most annoying little girl ever, named Rui, who will follow you for the rest of the goddamned game. She can "see" Shadow Pokemon, and it's up to you [me...?] to capture and "purify" said Pokemon, WHILE you're under this super secret mission to find out who the real head honcho is. Yeah, sounds stupid, but look at my cuuuuuute Pokemon... *Snuggles Espeon*

Oh- right. In XD, you're a super special awesome [I think...] 10 year old, who has this mission that's NEVER before been used before ever in a video game. You've got to do the whole "Save the World" thing. Yeah. SO my annoying little sister JOVI, tags along [instead of annoying-girl Rui] and it's five years after the whole Cifer dealy thing in Collesiumwkxkwiekdq. I'm just beginning, but every time they "reveal" a new location for me to visit, I'm hit with the biggest wave of nostalgia ever. I'm like, "OMG TO THE THIRD, I have been here before!" But the characters are new, and though there have been times where I was like, "WHAT the FUCK, whyyyy would you make a Shadow Pokemon out of a level 15 GULPIN?!!!", the game is good. :D I'm so happy right now.
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My family is gone to that wonderful place of Hockey, and I didn't feel like going today. I'll have the house to myself for the next seven hours. YEEES. That means I can eat whatever the fuck I want, and play on the computer and the TV at the same time.... :D I really have no life.

New semester starts tomorrow. ;o;

I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out in a week. I'm going to cry.

Ortodontists on the 9th.

And Heather gets her braces soon too....

I hope she doesn't start to whine. She's not good at the whole "Shutting up and dealing with it" thing.\

Kyatooo beat FFCC without meeeee. ;o;

Hah, I am so kicking A$$ on Pokemon, though. :D

Does that make me a dork?

Date: 2007-01-19 18:28 Subject: Uhm.....Hi again Security: Public Mood: busy Music: Down Here, We All Float - Sullivan

I knew I said I probably wouldn't UD until Saturday, but Heather wants the computer in an hour, and I'm feeling nice, so I've decided to give it to her. I played TS2 for most of the day today, and it made me super happy to give my Sims makeovers. I was NOT happy, however, when I was not allowed to buy a pet at the pet store, and when I went shopping with Meadow Thayer, one of the Maxis-made Sims I made-over, she didn't take the things she bought home with her. It was weird. I think it may be because she's Maxis made. Damn you, Maxis. You and your shit-ugly "Townie" Sims.

My friend Steven tried to convince me he knew more about Wicca than I did. He went on and on about how it was ancient and in your blood, and if you weren't inheriting magickal powers genetically, you weren't a Wiccan or a "Warlock." I told him there was no such thing as "warlocks," and that you didn't have to be genetically initiated to be Wiccan. Needless to say, an argument followed, and I finally shut up. I know I'm right. No need to rub it in. =D Made me feel better about myself though. Is that wrong?

I KNOW I failed my Novels' exam, but I'm pretty sure I passed everything else. My darling Rose Sim finally got good pictures taken of her. She still needs new clothes, though, and so does everyone else. I hate how when your Sims age-up, their clothes and hair always get all fucked up. So your Sims are always stuck in rats-ass nasty clothes that are ALWAYS Maxis made. GUH, I *hate* Maxis clothes, and hair...and eyes...and skins. Pretty much the only good thing Maxis did for the game was make it. That's pretty mean of me, huh?

I'm downloading this video from YouTube from Sullivan, I tried to watch it on the InterWebNet earlier [months ago, actually], and it was all choppy and stuff. So in five minutes, it'll be done and I'll have all sorts of pretty-boy eye candy to look at to watch it, then give my sister the computer. There is no such thing as "wika." xD Either Steven can't spell, or he and I were talking about different things. Coincidence that we were both talking about an ancient religion of witchcraft?

MWEH, I guess I shall give the computer to my sister now. I hope to be on later. So...that's it.

"I can't be a better boy than the one you had before
And for that
I apologize."
-Sullivan, Down Here, We All Float

Date: 2007-01-17 18:37 Subject: Short Update Security: Public Mood: exhausted Tags: sims

I've not been on LJ for a while now, and for that I apologize. I'm dreading taking exams tomorrow, as I have novels and other fun things like that. So you probably won't hear much from me until Saturday. Anyways, I have some SimPictures for you, and I hope you'll hate me a little less for not updating when you get this delicious eye-candy. You can also view these and other pictures online at pics.livejournal.com/powder-tears. View Away. =D

( This Way To SimLightenment )

Date: 2006-12-31 23:14 Subject: xD My generated New Years' Resolution Security: Public

Ganked from Joey, here it is. I laughed really hard when it came up.

In 2007, powder_tears resolves to...

Connect with my inner labyrinth.
Volunteer to spend time with vampires.
Apply for a new muse.
Become a better degrassi.
Keep my weezer clean.
Give up forensics.

Get your own New Year's Resolutions:

On the twelfth day of Christmas, powder_tears sent to me...

Twelve dragons drumming

Eleven crystals piping

Ten bats a-leaping

Nine auras dancing

Eight vans a-dancing

Seven boys a-writing

Six ours a-drawing

Five fa-a-a-amiliar spirits

Four video games

Three graphic novels

Two lip piercings

...and a sugarcult in a photography.

Get your own Twelve Days:

Date: 2006-11-16 22:14 Subject: It's just a jump to the left... Security: Public

Know what I learned today? When you bitch at the universe for not having something, it WILL show up. If you complain enough times, and look really hard, it will appear. Or something lke that.

I was complaining again today, about how I wished I had a PotO cd with all the songs on it, and then we had to go to the Orthodontist. I was already upset about Barnes and Nobles not having any books I wanted, and THEN not having a soundtrack to... The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Damned songs keep getting stuck in my head. And the best way to resolve that is to listen to them over and over again. My parents made me watch the movie. :D

So after it took like 45 minutes for Sarah to do my stupid wires, we headed off to Best Buy to see if THEY had my wonderful soundytrack that I really really super special awesomely wanted. No Rocky Horror. Yes PotO with all the songs on it. :D I begged my mom, and it took some persuading, but yes, she gave in and I have almost the entire movie on CD now. :D I think my iPod isn't going to hold very many more songs.

My mouth hurts so badly right now it isn't even funny. They put a thicker wire on the top with a twist and a step and something else, and then Sarah had to re-put-on the band to my back molar because she popped it off. I asked lots of questions before my mouth hurt too badly. About "what does this do," and "how does that work?" My bottom teeth hurt too. They're closing a gap in my bottom teeth that THEY created, and they stuck a "chain link" in, which I didn't think was going to hurt, but it did. It's like a string of little rubber bands all hooked together like this: OOOOO. The first loop stretches between one set of teeth, and then the next stretches between another two teeth, and then...well, you get the picture. AAAAANNND because Sarah loves me SOO much, she gave me an "elastic" thinger that is really just a rubber band connecting my teeth crossways like...something really messed up. Like my top teeth connect diagionally with my bottom teeth. I can't say the letter "t" very well, and I can't eat or drink anything with it in.

I only have to wear it at night though.

Oh, I won't be able to sleep tonight. After visits to the Ortho, I wake up clenching my teeth so hard I want to cry. That's what I get for dreaming, I guess.

Oh, I want to play the sims, but I'm stuck on reading a SimStory called "Deception Pass." It's a good story, so if you've got a fast internet connection and lots of hours to burn reading and getting involved with the characters, check out deception-pass.com.

Oatmeal... Mushy stuff...

I love food too much, really.

Date: 2006-11-10 22:23 Subject: Another random breakdown on another random day, somtimes it's hard to keep the thoughts away... Security: Public

Lately, I've been feeling abandoned. I haven't talked to any of my friends in a while. I don't feel the need to check my email obsessively, and I'm never on YIM anymore. And I couldn't care less. My time has been devoted to watching Yu-Gi-Oh parody videos and playing the sims 2, and failing classes and whatnot.

I failed Novels, which isn't any suprise at all, and I couldn't care less.

I got a birthday card in the mail today from my "grandmother morrow." I threw it in the fireplace and watched it burn. That's what you get for abandoning me, you stupid bitch.

I had my stupid senior pictures done yesterday, and I don't give a damn at all. In fact, I don't want to graduate at all. I'm afraid of the future, and I'm determined to do everything to postpone my moving out.

I realized the other day that this is the longest I've ever spent in a stable home in the last... oh... five years? Yeah. And I get to throw that all away when I go if I go to college. Overreacting? Maybe. Don't really care though.

I have an exact 3.0. Heather decided to throw it in my face that she got a 3.1. Oh, suicide. Like I fucking care. She's been a bitch lately, and she's living up to her old nickname "Half-Assed Heather." She got it because she does everything "half-assed" as in she starts it and gets bored halfway through and quits, then shoves the work onto someone else.

She "helped" do the dishes yesterday. She said she'd do half, and she did...13 cups or so and called that good. Just for the record, that wasn't half.

My own biological father forgot my birthday. That kind of hurts, way deep down inside.

I'm bracing for a breakdown that I know is coming. Sometimes my eyes well up, and then I think, "What the hell am I crying for?"

I'm an ungrateful bitch too. It's not like I've ever gone hungry or not had a roof over my head, or had someone to take care of me. So why do I complain all the time? I'm so ungrateful.

Tristan: HEY, stop developing your characters! We have card games to play!

Date: 2006-11-09 17:05 Subject: Random Yu-Gi-Oh! The Abridged Series Quote of the Day... Security: Public

Yugi: Now I combine my mammoth graveyard with your dragon, causing it to decay from the inside!
Seto: How the hell did you do that?!
Yugi: It's called cheating deal with it!

Date: 2006-11-08 16:46 Subject: Fleas, you're going to die... Security: Public

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with our house, but we're infested with fleas right now. Every room, INCLUDING mine, is infested. I'm covered in their tiny, itchy bites, and I seem to be the only one getting bitten. What the flying fuck?! I don't know why they won't go away. But they need to. I rubbed Edgar the "wrong way" just to check, and found a MASS of them about 30 fleas big. So I sprayed him down with the "flea killer" Mom got. Mom and dad are talking about "bombing" the house to make them go away, and I think that if they're going to do it, it ought to be soon! Hah, my life is so interesting while I'm bitching about fleas.

Oh, and I failed Novels.

Date: 2006-10-26 23:15 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Mood: aggravated

Eh, there hasn't been alot going on that I've needed to update for. My life is kind of "blah" right now. My clay sculpture fell apart, and now I'm starting anew, the MP ends this Tuesday and I've not done any of the work that I need to do and turn in. Book reports, analysis, projects, things like that. Yeah, I'm a really good procrastinator.

Heather has been on my nerves lately, and she's pissing me off with her constant need for argument and being "different." She told Mom she didn't want to be a Laskey because she wanted to be "different." What the fuck kind of reason is that?

My mom is ordering my class ring soon, and I'll be happy when I get it. I mean, I wanted one Freshman year, but I woulnd't have graduated in '06 like I was supposed to have, so I'd have had to get it changed. I doubt Mike would have gotten me one anyways.

I haven't seen my sisters in over a year, and it's ticking me off that Lisa and Mike couldn't work anything out with us over the summer. I asked Mom if she'd call and talk to them about Christmas, she said she'd try, but told me not to get my hopes up. I swear to fricking God, I'll murder somebody over this shit.

Not been remembering my dreams, not been sleeping well, and I can't quite pin down the cause of it. We got the Sims 2 Pets and it's not as fun as I thought it was going to be, I find myself bored out of my mind, and not laughing at funny jokes.

All of my downloaded content is gone, too, like cooler make-up for my sims, and better eyecolors. But last night I downloaded some angel wings, so I guess that kind of makes up for it.

I don't think I'm going to be able to make it to Kat's party, because my mom hit a deer last weekend, and dad still hasn't fixed the van all the way because he can't find the parts and we've only got like one truck now. Plus, it's Mom's "working" weekend, so I'm throughly fucked, and this will be the first year since I've known Kat that I haven't been to her birthday party. Which usually consists of staying up late and going to the mall shopping, eating cake, and getting picked on by Kat's brother.

I'm irritated right now, and I can't find the cause. I've been snapping at people for no apparent reason, and those immature Freshman boys are pissing me off to no end. Look, I get that you think that you're cool because you made it to high school, but you need to stop acting immature. I told my mom about how annoyed I was getting with them, but she was kind of unsympathetic. She was just like, "Boys mature slower than girls."

In my German class, I'm the only girl on one side of the room [there are a total of 4 girls in the class, and 15 boys...] which means that it's always loud and obnoxious and the stupid kids are always throwing stuff or being annoying. I don't know why it bugs me, but it does.

Guuh, Flynn is coming over for the weekend, but Heather is going to Stacy's and all I want to do is strangle someone.

Being 18 isn't as much fun as I thought it was going to be.

Date: 2006-10-22 23:41 Subject: Stop your fucking pre-teen ANGST Security: Public

My sister is annoying me to the point of me wanting to strangle her. Oh my fucking God and Goddess she needs to stop her fucking melodrama. Ooh, her "boyfriend" is breaking up with her, and she's like half-crying on the fucking couch.

She's FUCKING 14! What the fucking fucking fucking fuckedy fuckety fucking hell? Is she "in love" with this boy?! WTF?! I'm so fucking tired of her stupid teeny angst. What the fuck does she have to complain about? NOTHING. So why the fuck is she always bitching about shit?!

Oooh, her poor poor boyfriend is going to breaky wakey uppses wiff her. Do you even know how many OTHER "boyfriends" she's had? Like half the freshman class. That's how many.

What the fuck is wrong with her?!

Date: 2006-10-21 14:13 Subject: Mmm, stomach-ache from hell... Security: Public Location: Home! Mood: nostalgic Music: Ours - Emotional Wreck

Yesterday was the LAST football game of the year, so naturally, we lost again. We've lost every home game this year. Whohoo.

I have a stomach ache right now, and I don't know why. Yesterday we didn't have school though, and that was nice. Mmghjkwekcjeis.

My mom got the newest TS2 expansion, Pets, which I know I've gone on and on about before, but I had so many problems with it, it isn't even funny. Like when I installed it, it told me that I didn't have Open For Business installed, and I was like "WTF, that doesn't make sense, yes, I do." So I had to UNINSTALL OFB, then REINSTALL it, then UNINSALL Pets, then REINSTALL it.

Oh, and it deleted all of my sims and towns. Fucking bastards. Dear Maxis, when you make a game and release it, please make sure you've got all the bugs out of it!

And you can't have pets when you're in college [The University exp is my faaavorite!], which is BULLSHIT. The next exp is going to be weather/seasons, which kind of sounds dumb, but I think it'll be okay. Spring! WINTER! Fall! Summer! Snowballfights! Rain? :D

I had another one of those dreams last night. I've been kinda pissed lately, that I've not been remembering my dreams, but the one I had last night pissed me off. It was one of those "sorry you've got to back to foster care" ones, [see past entries for details,] and even in my dream I knew that was bullshit. Which was nice, but I wish my subconcience would think of something else to dream about!

How about cute boys, for instance? None of those in Gladwin, that's for damned sure. And everyone is always like, "You don't have a boyfriend?!" and I'm like, "No, thank you, Gladwin boys are ugly. :D"

We lost the football game last night, and it was so dissapointing. With 1:01 left in the 4th Quarter [quarters in football, periods in Hockey...] one of those Houghton Lake boys severly injured our BEST player. I mean severly injured. He couldn't move his neck, and they drove an AMBULENCE onto the field to take him to the H-O-S-P-I-T-A-L. Then those fuckers [no offense to Houghton Lake, it's just that it was SO unfair!] scored a field goal from like 40 yards away [why the fuck did they get that fieldgoal anyways? Nobody seems to be able to explain it to me...] and beat us by TWO points.

Houghton lake only has ONE BALL. Sorry, inside joke, and I don't care to explain it.

My uncle/dad has been really pissed lately, and I don't know what the fuck is up with him. Grr, sometimes he's just weird like that, and when I ask Mom about it, she's just like, "He's hurting."

Yeah, I understand that, but does that give him the right to be a grumpy pain in the ass? I think not.

This year is flying by, it's really starting to amaze me. And I shocked about 1/2 of the band with the whole, "You're a senior? Thought you were a Freshman," thing. Because last night was "Parents Night" and the football team and the cheerleaders and the band all got introduced. Which meant that we all had to clap for each other, because we make up most of the crowd. :D But yeah while we were lining up, kids were like, "Thought you were a Freshman," and my reply was, "Everybody does," and a smile.

Then at halftime, after the show, they called all the Band Seniors up to the front and we got the play the Fight song. It was...interesting.

My name though, is apparenly the equivalent of "Alissa" which is like "Alice" and "Alyssa." It's funny, really, just to think of how many ways people can butcher your name. I'm off to see the wizard now, the wunderbar wizard of Oz.

Which means I'm off to play the Sims2.

Oh, and all of my custom content is gone too. :o

Date: 2006-10-15 21:39 Subject: Ours Sour...mwehs Security: Public

I've been humming random songs from Ours' Sour album, and my friend Steven asked if I was humming a lullaby. Sorry, but no.

I stuck my bootlegged copy of Sour into the computer, and it KNEW what album it was AND who it was by. I was shocked. But it couldn't read my bootlegged copy of Story of the Year? Oh well.

I had to re-wrap my Seto statue after a complete spazz out where I realized that he was almost dry. And that's bad, becuase I have to start all over if that happens and... I really want to not finish this project.

I've had a headache for a few days now, it won't go away, and I'm learning to live with it. The marking period ends soon and I'm screwed, then again, what the fucking hell? Who cares? Not me. I think I've only got to pass a handful of classes to graduate anyways, so I couldn't care less.

I've been playing Jak and Daxter this weekend, but I would rather have been playing Dragon Quest... Except that the upstairs PS2 really really hates DQ and refuses to play it. It's the ONLY game it refuses to play too. :( Yeah, so I'm stuck at the part of the firey golem who throws fireballs at me. And that sucks, becuase I've made it past this level like... three times? xD I've never beat the game, but I always come this close [Technically, I've got like 52% complete, but that's because I'm a perfectionist and a collector and need EVERY powercell and precurser orb.] and not been able to finish the game.

Today, I stepped onto a piece of broken kitten-tooth, and it hurt like a bitch. And Jack was all "PET ME!" and I was like, "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, There's something STUCK in my FOOT!" And so I picked it out, and hobbled to the bathroom where I put a bandaid on, and cleaned up the lovely pool of blood left behind. =___=

Mom went for KFC, and I'm so hungry right now. I've been trying to play the Sims2, and write fanfiction at the same time, and that doesn't work well. My stomach hurts!

IneedsomeExcedrin. Then I'm going to play TS2...after I load Noa with new Ours' musikk.

Yeah, I love Oblivion.

I'm pissed that the Acorn Festival on Animal Crossing WW is over, and I missed finishing the furniture collection by 14 acorns... Though I got a cake for my birthday on AC:WW, so it's all good.

Need books, need music, need video games...

Date: 2006-10-12 23:56 Subject: BY the GODS Security: Public

By the Gods has become my new phrase. Instead of "Oh God," or "May the Goddess damn you," which I normally say, somehow today, "by the gods" popped out. I kind of like it better. Maybe. I guess.

I've been grounded for hte past few days, because of...by the gods, it's so stupid.

Mrs. Seiser, my dreaded and now least-favorite teacher, who "teaches" novels class CALLED MY FUCKING HOUSE to tell my MOM that I HADN'T turned in six assingments. Who fucking gives a flying fuck?!!!!! Yeah, so I was grounded until I did the assignment, and turned them in. And you know, of course, that they grounded me from my life- I mean, the computer.

My sculpture looks like shit, and I'm tired of doing it and re-doing it and fixing it. He has a trench-coat/dress, and some kid (the art IV kid) actually came up to me and went, "Hey, is that a dress?!" And I was like, "No," and started laughing. I think he thinks I'm retarded. Oh well.

I still haven't done my FamTree project for erm... Global Affairs. Actually, I'd rather not do it at all. So I probably won't. I've got a C in there right now. And I couldn't really care less.

I got an iPod Nano for my birthy, and I named him "Noa Kaiba," after- actually, none of you probably care anyways. I asked Heather what she was going to name hers, and she gave me a funny look. I told her it was traditional to name it something and she looked at me like I was a friggin' psycho.

My mouth hurts, I finally got to eat nutritious food tonight, braces suck. =( Oh, and so did today.

I got up, and there was like an inch of snow on the ground. So I threw a snowball at Jordan, and he tossed one back at me, ahhh, fun. And yeah, then, we had to go oustide in Gym. It didn't think it was going to be so bad, because it was HOT in the gym like someone had the heat on, and it was fucking COLD. You try running around outside when it's snowing out, in a T-shirt and PJ bottoms, with the cold wind whipping snow in your face. NOT FUN, I fucking tell you.

Oh, and then we had to go outside for Band too. And it was fucking cold. I had three sweaters on that time though, and tomorrow I'm bringing an entire ensble, with earmuffs, a coat, a scarf, a hat, and mittens. Fuck that Mr. Fucking Falls. Freeze my ass off? It think not.

Hah, I had fun yelling "BULLSHIT" today during band and Gym. We shouldn't have to play outside/march in that weather. What the fucking flying fuck?

Oh, but to make my day better, LittleKuriboh from YouTube uploaded the latest episode of "Yu-Gi-Oh, The Abridged Series," episode 12. It's funny as hell, and made me feel better. And forget things like wanting to play TS2, and/or thinking of things best forgotten.

I'm off to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of OZ. :D Yeah, I'm so cuul.

Date: 2006-10-07 15:59 Subject: Homecoming fucking sucks. Security: Public

Yeah, so marching and stuff was fun last night, especially when Kaitlyn and Andy introduced a new move thing, while we're marching. It's an awesome super fun hop skip jump thing. Yeah, it's suuper awesome, except for when Carrie [saxophone Carrie] fell in a hole and probably broke her ankle.

So we had cheese pizza, mountain dew and oreo's for dinner last night, then we sat around for an hour and a half until we had to march to the foozball field and pretend like we gave a damn about the football game. Actually, most of those kids DID care about that stupid game, and were really upset when we lost 43-0. Those Claire boys are a bunch of big mother fuckers.

Oh, Jordan and Heather are going to the Homecoming Dance tonight. I'm not. I don't WANT to go, but everyone is like, "You should!" or "You'll have FUN!" And I'm like, "yeah, I'd rather just sit at home and have the house to myself!"

I forgot to get my wonderful Seto Statue from Mr. Beyer after school yesterday, and now I'm going to fail and Mr. B. is probably mad at me. SETO is due this FRIDAY so I'm screwed or something. Yeaaah, wooh...

At the "Pep ASSembly" yesterday, I saw more of the "Pom-pon" squad than I had EVER EVER wanted to see. I, personally, don't think that shaking your ass at a bunch of 14-16 year old boys qualifies as dancing. That's just my opinion though.

And who the fuck came up with the spelling "pom-pon?" I thought it was pom-pom, but apparently I'm wrong.

Scott is officially one of the most annoying kids EVER. Sophmore? UGH. I hate immature stupid kids! Marching next to him... =__= Seriously, I wanted to yell "STFU." And he was behind me all game, and then Mr. Falls called for us to play the fight song, and I got beaned in the head with his wonderful Mellophone bell. Seriously, the kid is going to die.

And he's going out with Grace, I think, which is the other Mellophone girl. She's cute and all, but they seriously need to stop being immature. Haha, I know, I know, I've lost my mind, but it's better of this time.

When I was a freshman, I wanted to know why the seniors hated us and thought we were immature. And now that I'm a senior, I see that those freshman ARE really annoying and immature. I think it's that we've had to deal with three more years of school than they have.

Oh. Hah, I got asked to Homecoming twice, one as a joke [by a trumpet player named Louis (at least, I think it was a joke?... =()] and once by "JOSH" whose name is NOT Joe like I'd thought. Haha, I'm an awesome friend. Oh, but Josh wanted to go as "just friends," and I was like, "thanks but no thanks." I mean, hello... Don't do dances. Plus, I guess I was a last resort, because he'd just asked yesterday.

HOD, [xD Hod? I mean God.] boys don't make any sense at all. Or maybe I don't make sense. Is it normal not to know when they're joking and when they're being serious? :( They suck.

Oh, and emotional breakdowns happen to be caused by little red visitors. >:(

I have a ton of homework I should be doing. Haha.